The Last Dance of Forks and High-Pitched Hyenas

When you hear a high pitched disturbing wail late at night, don’t get all tripped out. It’s just me forcing my face into the frying pan and trying to get all beamed up by Scotty. When you hear a lavender bird cry, all gutted out and clear as a whistle, don’t call the cops. They’ll be hog-tied in the back room while the butcher goes to town.

Old war vet with a bag full of poems and a jack-knife memory and the way that the kids play in the street down in the below as they move across the pavement, he can hear the lonely jungle cry in his head.

15 years ago, he came home to nothing, after giving them everything. The two kids, the dog hanging in the meat locker, the wife off somewhere with her legs flying.

The roaches that shine with spinal razors and come clean on the surface see right through you. Destined for heaven, a real pearl, diamonds for blow-jobs, sucking on a quarter gallon of low rent coffee.

Sometimes the warm night air chokes you. Pulls back on the vocals you need to shoot, words that melt like butter, gripping and heavy, sticking and burning like a Vietnam hot silence.

I can hear the drum sounds in the back. And when the last bayonet slices through, the love blood will become a beautiful waterfall, all slick and true. And only then will we know that we can tell the time by the beating of our own golden hearts.


Rants

Fucky fucky a little frazzled a ha a so.so what sew chemical gardens in you e pissed of nightengale you reap what ypou sew in your garden of eden garden of garden of toys garden of modern day tool

Tooling down the raod in a ram rod gehtto blaster plastered on god knows what yes yes

Yeah

So beatufil just lkie you just like ihigh as kite like who knows what

Beauty beauty sad all over sad face about to die you were once someone’s daughter but now I must make you part of carpet

Paint the white walls with a sprouting you

And I decided right then that I was going to give o love freely to las vegas

So beautiful like the sky paint the sky pant trhough the panties of jesuys

Panting through the panties of jesus

The window sees clearly what you do and there is no more escape

Your paretns and the cops round you up as you pour ypurself into a vase

And disappear into the egg like dawn

I give you vision

Bitch with legs, I give yo vision

You see clear like the ocean

See gray like the ocean

And the world will disappear when you do

Derath is death lemon is lemon and the oranges will pucker up and kiss as the flowers live on all around us and die a slow death od passion and firw and smoldering sky smoke blowing it all up

Scraed asa\\\

Scared sacred sacrificial lamb

Throw it up to heaven and hope they like what we offer

If not, the canteloupe might lsiten

If not,

Kiss your own buutt cheeks

And dance on the edge of your seat whuile we all egt wiped out

Wipped

What, what, he said. She said. The words booming around the boomerange of buildings, wide open space. Like a death chant being blown around in the wind. Wet shispers coming their way

Coming the way

By way
Of rolling friehgt train
Transistor radio
Radial help
Round upo the upo

Both ends up the upo

Standing on end

All the hirs the hairs on my back ra!

His and hers

Matching his and hers sets of intestine

Okay I loved you so much I could have killed you. I did. You rolled on through the grave and into the soil and now we feel you every time the plastic earth moves. Every time the plaster caster rolls up a fine fink of a lemon lime appendage. I rejoice.

Haunted by your image. Images of. Hollow headed you running into the trickling night as the body fluids of tommorrow spill over into dangerous thought. These thoughts are more trachourous than anything.

Bringing the binge to and end. Life of a binge party in high gear in the sink. Passed out in the south end of heaven playing shirley temple tunes amojng the ruins of the ice-man.

Eating killer grapes at the gates of the promise

Does this make any sense to you, or am I just pleasing myself with insanity

Do you grasp the tight ends of the world as it comes to a halt

When you get ready to die, will shake and quiver like never before
Or smile in a cynical kind of way, high on wine, giving your self the middle finger into your new age digital camera

When you get ready to die, I will tame you

I will maim you

I will get you ready

Stay ready

Walk through the hall. Reveals blood stained carpet crimson. And then, there you are stark white naked in the butt in the bottom of the feeding whole th eboob tube tubular round spehrical squatre red whit eyellow handsome, beauty, pretty sap

Sap it ipoituy of me out of me out of me

So this is

So this is it it the train ride into the dark the lmnoely the lnoney train ride into the dark lket us ride ittogether because together we can make it long enough to enjoy the madenss of the mad 10 million wild faces scrwaming in the dark the damp the deprive oh oo hell h e double hockey sticks

Somehow this is the wild the wild the hob knob of th flob

Silver is silverado in the wild dust of the west

Gun shot shoot o

O gun shot shoot

O shoot me in your prism

O slap me with you nickle

Winky

Someday

I am mad

Out the window the people chirp

My computer is supposed to be my friend but I cannotwork without a 14 point font.

Without it, words wither into the dust and get forgotton foreveror


Fever
T fever

T

T is for tap!

Tap your toes to the lovely music

Tapping he rtoes to the lovely music and I wanted to strangle her into another world.

Yellow blue punk rock teonails,

You were once your mother’s daughter but I have to take it away

The needle you danhgle and sucking the corpse, all silent and sweet and painting the white walls with the color of your body while the hot night city wails in the background

Right then, right there

You and I decide

We going to love las vegas
We
Or wherever
We

Going to be

And gold god help us along the way

So be it

While I wait on the dege of my seat for something to happen

Cannot say that I mind

Christ haning o on in my kitchen

Someomne cut him down and spare me the datail

Fade in to the walls

It’s about time you held yourself hostage for at least one night

-break-

The most horrific can be the most beautiful, because it can be the truth

You beautiful there

Because of your immaculate horror at the hands of the world

Well channel it

Into something or someone great

I can see you, clear as the ocean above you, while the white walls drool you.

Spit you out of yourself and onto some paper page.

Young girl there, standing among the blood pools, kicking it all up with a wild laugh.


Point/counterpoint
People gagging and choking on forbidden fruit
At party of intense intellectual discussion

Whole group looks up at me for my response

Sweeping it all away and under
Making my sweetheart part of the carpet
Words then wither into the dust and get forgotten forever

Western world/civilization reflects blood on the carpet stain

Thus spake the carpet stain writes
The rug plays virtuoso on the whistle whets
Wittle bunny rabbit sticks a steak knife into the toaster and demands a carrot/because vitamin A is good for vision/go get some glasses you moron/

The rabbit never listens, and I should really twist his wittle head off.

Most people?

Nope never

He sits in his cell and plays with visions of beastiality

The usual gatherings bore me as I sit in my cell and reflect
Upon the things that get said and done to get past certain parts of human tension

I am the one and only at this party that bleeds true

Make my sweetheart part of the carpet

And sweep it all away


She is the is is the it
And the only one
Or the only thing
Or the only record of my every indiscretion

At these times when it is hard enough
To keep my own mouth shut about
All the troubled things that I think
That I do
That I say
That I am

The evidence really stacks up against me
When I have someone else around to witness me in all of my valiant madness

Calendar:
Pick up a shovel for valentine’s day
And make my sweetheart part of the carpet

Don’t worry, honey:
It’s not me,
It’s just my writing



So beatufil just lkie you just like ihigh as kite like who knows what
Raging waters of beauty
Beauty so beauty it blows the mind
My mind laying un covered
On busy urban sidewalk
Pick apart
Like map of venice
Or guide to vegas
Or splattered all over like the dead fart winds with their star on Hollywood Blvd.

Beauty be bullshit
Beauty be real
Lots of people thought elvis was beauty
But his music died on the porcelain angel
Gag throat full throttle with sedatives
And his last piece of king-like evidence floating behind him
Just like jesus christ
Just like whatever

Beauty beauty splatter all over

Splatter the walls in some gray fury


Wiping the dust from our cobwebs
Wiping the wind from behind our backs
Sailing on to a new
New
A new yes that does not know the spoiled spill from razor happy face
A new fresh
A new frozen
A new grilled cheap milling hag
A hag that shout from hell, in her spear bag gut

The way that the kerosene runs down her long neck and into tit and tattoo
Sparkling vacuum vagina

I hope she makes it back alive from her bath

Bathed in sparks
Opening my arms and orgasm to the river of doubt

I am going to douse you in kerosene, my love
I am going to bite my lip and drown us both in flames, my love
I am going to donate our intestines to science, my love

I am going to make you part of the ground and thus put my better half to sleep

The wall in front of me is white and it dances with pink lions
Sweet sweet hellfire
Sweet sweet so tender and so true
We can make song together
Vocal chorals that burn the night
That stick to lung

Words that stick to your lungs
Like a vietnam hot silence
Slices your heart into half
Slices your tweeked out soul
To orange dust
Mellow craving orange
-gasm
sapping the tits of the young early on
sucking on the energy of the empire
and fueling a hellish warmth
that buzzes chemical good
so good, forget the night
forget the lasting memory
lingering childish scream
into your tunnel
down deep
so far, no way to articulate
‘sides making abstract gesture
in order to convey some meaning to someone
which usually flies away overhead
like crapping birds in the air

mellow sounds tunneling their way into mind fired warm and sweet aromatic and aged fine wine

like a drifting cognac feeling

breeze

cigar feeling, tobacco buzz

what of it?

Who walked between good and evil
Who walked between the sun and the moon and the rock
On the side of the ocean
Th
In off the lake
The silent vertabrae
The silent speed scapes
Scapes of land
Scape of ocean tide
coming
like water is to wet

I jumped into the painting
And as we fornicated, a million blue butterflies flew from my ass
Each thrust producing new spawn of cacoon like fervor
Dance with me margarita breath
Your song your your
The apples and peaches and pears in a basket around you
Dumped into hell and so forth

My eagle cry, my blood fly, my hollow lie
Hollow apollo where you at

Red river red rum red rum red jack knife
Bag full of Poems full of jack knife memory

Bring it on the night and so forth

Regardless of the much to my chagrin

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Jay Miner

born 1973 buffalo, ny, has lived in michigan and arizona and now resides in nevada. publishings included at: rebel's advocate, wooden head review, fuck!, lucid moon and at the-ho!d.
Jay Miner
340 3rd St., #229
Sparks, NV 89431

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